.... to leave or take a break.
I've been contemplating this for a while. Following recent events and how they seem to affect me, in ways I didn't imagine, I've actually been thinking of taking a break first to see if I can do something to help myself out and to clear it up. Matters of the heart and mind that is...
I've come to realise some things... and though some things are a pain, I try to see the goodness involved in them and yet, somehow the goodness or good intentions behind them seem to get drowned for some reason(s). Yes, I know you won't understand this without being savvy to the context in which I write and I'm sorry, I'm not going to mention it.
I'll be around though, reading most of the blogs I usually read. I just won't be writing any posts for a while, till I figure out whether to stop this or keep going. I'm also afraid of attracting or being attracted to things later on that could end up in a negative line again.
It's rather pathetic really, when I see the amount of unpublished sad posts that have been lingering in my posts section which I finally managed to delete. I don't want to write them, yet they're what freely flow these days.
So, until I figure things out or till time makes things easier, I'm going to move away for a while....
I'll dearly miss all of you... really...
Maybe I'll be back, sooner. Who knows...
Just be good, be happy and take care. :)
Luv,
LD.
I've been contemplating this for a while. Following recent events and how they seem to affect me, in ways I didn't imagine, I've actually been thinking of taking a break first to see if I can do something to help myself out and to clear it up. Matters of the heart and mind that is...
I've come to realise some things... and though some things are a pain, I try to see the goodness involved in them and yet, somehow the goodness or good intentions behind them seem to get drowned for some reason(s). Yes, I know you won't understand this without being savvy to the context in which I write and I'm sorry, I'm not going to mention it.
I'll be around though, reading most of the blogs I usually read. I just won't be writing any posts for a while, till I figure out whether to stop this or keep going. I'm also afraid of attracting or being attracted to things later on that could end up in a negative line again.
It's rather pathetic really, when I see the amount of unpublished sad posts that have been lingering in my posts section which I finally managed to delete. I don't want to write them, yet they're what freely flow these days.
So, until I figure things out or till time makes things easier, I'm going to move away for a while....
I'll dearly miss all of you... really...
Maybe I'll be back, sooner. Who knows...
Just be good, be happy and take care. :)
Luv,
LD.
Sad to hear...
ReplyDeleteRisks have to be taken LD..it's the only way to find your place in this world..else you'd feel miserable for not trying..
Hope that you'd be good too..
tc always
Awww LD when I started reading this article I thought you were going to go somewhere on holiday but was saddened to see that it was to do with the blog. But you are right sometimes you need to go into a cave hibernate and come out into the sunshine revived and rejuvenated. Please take care and know we (I) will miss you...
ReplyDeleteOh noo...girl...whats wrong ? I thought you were kinda happy and doing great lately...this takes me by surprise :( ... I am so sad to read that you're taking a break, sad, sad, sad !please come back soon if you miss us too much okay)... it wont be a minute too soon ......hugs xoxoxo
ReplyDeleteSad to hear indeed. Going to miss you. :(
ReplyDeleteAnyway, do what you have to do, and hopefully you'll be back.
Take care of yourself and do try to forget your worries an be happy
hugs :)
Hay LD no worries sometimes we all need time alone ...it will refresh u definetly .TC
ReplyDeleteAwwwwwww.... will totally miss you and your posts :( I think I understand, but I hope you'll be back, soon!
ReplyDeleteWell LD, I don't know the details but I think perhaps take a break and see how you feel in a few weeks or months time. Sometimes a change is as good as a rest!
ReplyDeleteI'll be ones of the ones missing you, please return soon
RD x
ohh. hope everything works out.
ReplyDeletehope to see you soon
take care. :)
Hey, I was also under the impression that things were going swimmingly.
ReplyDeleteHope to see you back.
Come back Soon! Hugs
ReplyDeleteHope you have a good break. Been really enjoying your posts, so hope you will be back sooner rather than later;)
ReplyDeleteBut... but... who am I to lecture NOW?
ReplyDeleteWill surely miss you, LD.
ReplyDeletetake a break but be back soon..Indy
ReplyDeleteJust saw this today... :( Oh dear. Will miss you.
ReplyDeleteCome back soon!
thanks for the wishes Lady D! Really missed reading your blog and it was so good to hear from you!
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