It's been a long while since he and she kept in touch. It felt longer than it actually is for some reason.
Everytime she picked the phone to text, all she wanted to say was "I really really miss you and I hope you're doing good..."
But it freezes her in her tracks. Will it annoy him? Will he say something rude? Will he ignore it? If he responds, what would he say?.... Is he ok?
An empty night sky with no stars...
A playground with no chirpy children...
A dazzling ballroom with no guests...
A cartoon with no characters...is what it feels like sometimes...so strange..
It's amazing what time can do.... in both good ways and bad...
It sucks, when only one out of 2 end up feeling this way... Now she can relate to the others who have gone through this.... you'll never really know an experience till you've gone through it yourself..
Perhaps she was nothing much to him..... is nothing much to him.... but seriously, why did it have to be her......?
She read that 'pain is inevitable. suffering is optional'. She hopes she can say this..... and mean it.... some time soon...
On a brighter note, new seasons of a lot of series are out.. Grey's Anatomy, Desperate Housewives, Fringe, Supernatural, CSI, Criminal Minds, Gossip girl.......There's something to download each day... I'm anxiously waiting for Dexter, my serial killer lover!!!!!! :-)
Everytime she picked the phone to text, all she wanted to say was "I really really miss you and I hope you're doing good..."
But it freezes her in her tracks. Will it annoy him? Will he say something rude? Will he ignore it? If he responds, what would he say?.... Is he ok?
An empty night sky with no stars...
A playground with no chirpy children...
A dazzling ballroom with no guests...
A cartoon with no characters...is what it feels like sometimes...so strange..
It's amazing what time can do.... in both good ways and bad...
It sucks, when only one out of 2 end up feeling this way... Now she can relate to the others who have gone through this.... you'll never really know an experience till you've gone through it yourself..
Perhaps she was nothing much to him..... is nothing much to him.... but seriously, why did it have to be her......?
She read that 'pain is inevitable. suffering is optional'. She hopes she can say this..... and mean it.... some time soon...
On a brighter note, new seasons of a lot of series are out.. Grey's Anatomy, Desperate Housewives, Fringe, Supernatural, CSI, Criminal Minds, Gossip girl.......There's something to download each day... I'm anxiously waiting for Dexter, my serial killer lover!!!!!! :-)
Awww LD hugs I feel your pain.
ReplyDeleteThank you CJ.. hugs back..
ReplyDeleteAww. LD.
ReplyDeleteI am (sorta) on the other end of something like this. :( I ran away because it hurt, and now I'm stuck in eternal guilt mode. :(
oohh.. sorry to hear about that.. :-( second chance not an option? I won't ask for details.. but lets hope the reason(s) was/were worth it.. hugs.
ReplyDelete*hugs*
ReplyDeleteI'm not sure I can totally relate, but I can send you much much positive energy your way!
Thanks Angel..:) hugs.
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