Pardon me, is what I’ll tell the world..

If I’m rude - it’s just that I’m fighting with myself deep inside and being rude is not intentional

If I appear to not care – it’s coz sometimes I tend to switch off

If I look sad – it’s just a few uncontrollable moments that make me feel jaded till it passes by..

If I don’t talk – I just need to be left alone… or I need to be cheered up

If I’m not engaging enough – that’s coz I’m lost in my own misery

If I don’t join for meet ups – it’s coz I need some time away, or else my misery will ruin it for everyone else

For a lot of things…. As not everything can be controlled as and when I want to..

Sometimes, it just sucks….. to be me… and to go through things in my life….. and the way I let them affect me… in the most vulnerable of ways..

Sometimes… I break… then after much effort, I heal.. and before I get a chance to remain healed, I break again…

My song for the day : The Man who can’t be moved by The Script.