Cupid, you little monster,
In the recent past, you made an old white man come after me in a pub. I forgave you.
Then you turned months of my 'moving on, life's not bad' life into a spring garden. You gave me summer kisses, winter hugs and made my heart flutter and then gave me a mighty blow which turned my world upside down again and now I'm stuck.
The roller coaster ride has left a lasting impression/imprint like an invisible tattoo that I'm struggling to take off and move away from and I just flop at countless attempts.
I'm afraid of what I feel, what I might say, what I want to say... I'm sad coz picking myself up isn't as easy as I had hoped it would be.
It's not the time involved that matters, but what had silently been building inside me which erupted unexpectedly, which I never thought was growing so strongly.
Then while you gave me that to deal with, you just couldn't move onto torturing anyone else, could you? It had to be me again.
You decided to bring that flirty bastard of an Indian film director who I worked on commercials with earlier back through cyber space! Knowing that he was a pain to handle in the earlier trips, knowing that he disgusted me, knowing who he is, you did it again!
I'll be patient dear cupid. One more nasty attempt from you and you will be killed with your own arrow and hung by your own nappy!
Damn you!
LD.
From the entire cupid population, looks like I was assigned the nasty one who likes entertainment and is probably humming the tune of 'Killing me softly' while he watches all this!
I was so angry when the film director who I'm tired of being nice to just started again. I just blocked him and was about to tell him to sod off... and then realised, why bother. Just blocking should do.
My short tempered nature is my weakness... one of my weaknesses.
On a different note, have a brilliant week! with lotsa love, smiles, laughter and chocolates!!!! :)
CJ - you were right! I've indeed got one hell of an appetite now, compared to how I used to eat..:)
In the recent past, you made an old white man come after me in a pub. I forgave you.
Then you turned months of my 'moving on, life's not bad' life into a spring garden. You gave me summer kisses, winter hugs and made my heart flutter and then gave me a mighty blow which turned my world upside down again and now I'm stuck.
The roller coaster ride has left a lasting impression/imprint like an invisible tattoo that I'm struggling to take off and move away from and I just flop at countless attempts.
I'm afraid of what I feel, what I might say, what I want to say... I'm sad coz picking myself up isn't as easy as I had hoped it would be.
It's not the time involved that matters, but what had silently been building inside me which erupted unexpectedly, which I never thought was growing so strongly.
Then while you gave me that to deal with, you just couldn't move onto torturing anyone else, could you? It had to be me again.
You decided to bring that flirty bastard of an Indian film director who I worked on commercials with earlier back through cyber space! Knowing that he was a pain to handle in the earlier trips, knowing that he disgusted me, knowing who he is, you did it again!
I'll be patient dear cupid. One more nasty attempt from you and you will be killed with your own arrow and hung by your own nappy!
Damn you!
LD.
From the entire cupid population, looks like I was assigned the nasty one who likes entertainment and is probably humming the tune of 'Killing me softly' while he watches all this!
I was so angry when the film director who I'm tired of being nice to just started again. I just blocked him and was about to tell him to sod off... and then realised, why bother. Just blocking should do.
My short tempered nature is my weakness... one of my weaknesses.
On a different note, have a brilliant week! with lotsa love, smiles, laughter and chocolates!!!! :)
CJ - you were right! I've indeed got one hell of an appetite now, compared to how I used to eat..:)
He he LD I hate to say I told you so. But gosh I can remember when I stopped smoking I could eat lunch consisting of three not so small plates of rice and then two hours later eat a whole loaf of bread along with a dish of pol sambol made with from one entire large coconut. So I had to decide if I should die from lung cancer or obesity related diseases and I decided on the first at least there will be a decent looking corpse. Oops I am being gross when you are talking about cupids and arrows I do apologize but I do share your distaste for Indian Film Directors. They know to talk the talk but rarely walk the walk. Thankfully my last encounter with one was nearly 5 years ago. To say it was a disaster was an understatement because it ended up with us having to spend over a million bucks of our money re-shooting the commercial with a local director. And being in Advertising you know how difficult it is to earn that kind of money. Have a lovely week too LD!
ReplyDeleteMatters of the heart, matters of the heart. :( *sigh*
ReplyDeleteYou have a good week too, Lady D. :)
CJ - thanks for sharing that with me..:) as for the film director, I know what you mean.. though I must say the guy we worked with was brilliant in his work.. pretty good... but the ppl, oh well... I think we're on the same page on that. Sorry about what you had to go through with the commercial. I TOTALLY understand..
ReplyDeleteChavie - sigh. I know. sucks.
Have a great week LD! And I say yes yes to chocolates!
ReplyDeleteLove the Cupid post!
:)
ReplyDeletethank you...
LD...please promise us...no matter what... you will always write this blog...i promise to be a loyal life long reader !
ReplyDeletewhy thanks Anon.. lets see... I've not decided as yet...
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