Tuesday full of goodbyes..

Sipping cold apple juice

Writing good bye emails to client.... not an easy task.

Checking what's happening in cyberspace with my friends... while mother has gone to pay utility bills.

Getting client calls... telling me how much they're missing me already....

The most touching one so far :

"Do you know that your name comes up every 5 mins? Out of the entire agency, you're like the star that we can't do without. Whenever we work on something, we always wonder what your thinking would be... what you would suggest and come up with... it's such a great loss..."

I sometimes wonder how people see me... different individuals.... I do know a bit... but the rest....?

Sometimes, you come to a point where you yearn to say good bye to someone, or some people.. and when you actually get the chance, it's never.... ever easy... What ever the circumstance...

So yes, that's my day so far..

I think I'm going to fall into a contemplative mood...

The heat sucks. Really sucks. Where have all the heavy rain clouds gone?

Have you ever had this thought... where you really want something... it's probably there lingering... and you don't know what will happen.. but you want it... you think you need it.. and then something from somewhere - call it reality check- tells you that you just may not be lucky enough to get it? Or expect the unexpected... coz that's how it's been in certain aspects of your life?

Looks like the contemplative mood has hit me before I even knew it!