Little bits

- Friend mentioned here had gone shopping two days ago, then found a nice ring and bought it for me. It was quite expensive and when I asked why the hell he spent so much, he said I was so worth it. That truly touched me. I wish there were more gay men on this planet who were my friends. :)

- We had our company day trip y-day. On the way I was wondering what the hell I was doing. But then it turned out to be alright. I won the wheel-barrow competition where a guy had to be on his hands the girl carries the legs and pushes. My partner and I made a good team and we won.:)

- On this trip I also picked many seashells for the first time after the age of 8.It was nice...picked them for DQ coz she wanted to make x'mas gifts with them.

- One of the elderly guys in office got drunk. He was annoying the hell out of many people including me. He danced funny, said weird things and then picked some random guy's underwear, sniffed it and wore it over his head. I wanted to run a mile away from him! Good thing his last day at work on Monday, coz I don't know how anyone can face the world after what he did.

I was also told that one another day, after a drink session with colleagues, same guy had gotten so high on beer, and so some colleagues had gone to drop him home.On the way, he had gotten off the tuk tuk and started to endlessly worship a Bo tree on the road.

Me is not feeling well again and I'm tired. Just bought a supply of school stationery and shoes and all for a poor child in Hatton,which is a part of some community service project that Dee told me about. That feels good right now.:)

Beautiful

I'm totally in love with song "Beautiful" by Eminem. It speaks to me..and I got my brother addicted to it too... Check it out- lyrics and video link below

Lyrics - here


Video - here

About that friend

So remember the friend I mentioned here?

Here's the latest :

- A few weeks ago, he and his grandma were having a conversation over dinner. She brought up something about hot Mexican women and nice weddings. He had casually said that he would prefer a Mexican 'man' wedding...and told her subtly that he was gay. She nearly choked on her noodles. Took a little while to understand it. Then told him never to tell his parents and that if she was alive when he got married, nothing about the wedding can be pink...and that she won't be there for too long.

Now that's a COOL grandma!

- While running on the treadmill 2 days ago he tells me he's got a hairy body and hairy arms and wants to get a good wax job done since Veet isn't that great... and asks me whether I know of any places where a man can go for a good wax job.. and I honestly don't know.

- He wanted me to go shopping with him 2 days ago coz he needed a t-shirt. Then tried all of the ones he selected which were all too tight. Finally there was one that we both agreed on. He calls me the lovely big sister he never had.:)

- He's a damn good cook who comes up with awesome mixes and recipes and his cooking is fantabulous!

- He's very caring and gives me too much chocolate coz he knows I love them. He's sensitive and tells me shyly one day that gay men like to be checked out and ask how his arm looks and whether his ass is rounded enough.

It's fun sometimes.. but not when we both are checking out the same guy...and he talks about how nicely rounded his ass is and when he bends, I even hear about what type of underwear the guy is wearing and goes on and on.. and then I tell him we shouldn't check out the same guy again..:)

- Then another friend I know who's like this friend actually pulled out a bit of his leopard print thong which he got from abroad...and this was at Pizza Hut...at a huge friend's gathering...

Sometimes the dose can be a little too much to handle ;)lol

Random

Sometimes it feels like I'm just wondering...one day to the next.. like a bird in the sky flying away...not knowing where...what next..but keeps flying... except, I don't have all that freedom!

When I walk out in the sun with my eyes behind shades, the world does not know how I look at it anymore..and sometimes neither do I know how I look at the world...

All these thoughts...are perhaps coming from a sick mind-set... and by that I mean to say I'm feeling really sick today. Thanks heavens it's Friday.

The biggest mistake I did last night... is have a bath in really warm water... and sleeping with wet hair.. it felt good.. but the results aren't that great.. and now my cataarh has gone worse and it's difficult to bare each minute I'm here in the freezing A/C at work..trying to finish up... and concentrate...

Plus my credit card has drained me out this month... never been so broke in my life! So lets call that an experience too..:)

SO what have you peeps been upto?

So...

The long weekend's almost over...and for a change I got to stay at home...and I've been really sick through-out...sigh!

Thanks to my mum who gave the flu to my bro...who in turn gave it to me...and it's just killing me right now..and I've fallen sick way too many times this year.. My immunity system must be really screwed...and highly dependent on medication...

And the song 'This Is It' by MJ brought tears to my eyes when I first heard it...and I can't stop listening to it...

The much needed evening

Last Wednesday turned out to be a not so great day at work...But the best part of it was hanging out in the evening with 2 wonderful people.

Dee was one of them... and now she knows what it's like when I've had two Long Island Iced teas. My world becomes light... I feel like I can float.. I feel relaxed.. Suddenly the world doesn't seem so bad.. and I talk too much.. I made Dee laugh a lot... and told her I might not be able to walk straight to the car (though I did) and my grammar went wrong a couple of times...

Oh I want to re-live it.. with Dee and the Long Island Iced Teas...coz the other member of the hang-out has left the island now...

You

You're all you understand
You're all you've always got
You're all you'll ever have
You're unique just the way you're

You're mighty you may think
You're shining amongst other stars in the sky
You're all you'll ever be
You're you, you must understand

You're the greatest you can ever want to be
You're a gift you can never take away
You're all you'll ever love for eternity
You're a blessing the world has received

You're the glittering gold and the sterling platinum
you're the toughest shield that was ever made
You're the best you can want to be
You're you, so just be you to the greatest extent you can ever be.




Had a tough, long, crazy day at work last night...working till late...and this is what I wrote in a matter of minutes.. and I thought, there still is positivity which I'm trying to bring out in me...:)

The week's mix

- Worked on saturday... again :S

- Baked a chocolate and vanilla marble cake today...recipe was from a random blog which I can't remember...

- Mum's caught this really bad flu...and she's coughing alot..and suddenly asks me if it could be swine flu...maybe if she doesn't feel better tomorrow, I'll take her for tests..

- A friend says she's having a really sad time and wants to meet up and talk... at times I just want to stay away from anything sad...but no heart to ignore anything like this...

- A married friend tells me she had a heated argument with her husband. She's quite close to me and well, in the midst of it, she said she couldn't control her anger and she hit him really hard...across the face! *slap* and felt good about it... The hubs was stunned and pretends like it never happened. :)lol.... honestly,I just froze when I heard it.

- Had a long lovely conversation with DramaQueen about our mothers...and predictions.. and horoscopes...and astrology... It was good!

I hope the week to come will be a good one... Not just for me but all of us..:)

Impulse Purchases

Yesterday I did two impulse purchases.

A colleague in office was looking to buy jewelery for his g/f and asked me for help in selecting. So I agreed and went. And my eyes wouldn't leave this particular watch that was being displayed there at the store so I bought it.

It was the style of watch I've been looking for and thing is I've never bought myself watches before. My dad was good with watch brands and always bought me my watches. This time, with no other option, I bought one for myself. May've been a little thing but felt a little sad but also satisfied. But now I need to figure out how I'm going to settle my credit card bill at the end of the month.

Then after getting back to office, I was browsing the site on which I buy most of my perfumes from...and there's this New Sarah Jessica Parker fragrance called Covet Pure Bloom which I've been in love with since the first time I sniffed it.. and I found a great offer on this site for the 50ml one and ordered that too!

[Watch + perfume = heavier credit card bill < feel good factor/happiness..:)]